...and the foot steps that I leave behind

Thursday, June 16

32 summer's rain.

Current situation at Marjon: Raining Summer.

this year, for this summer we have something extravaganza!!! it rains a lot. 
1. hujan air turun dari langit.
2.hujan air turun dari mata
3.hujan ...errrr..geli skit, peluh buat esaiment.

exactly the time that makes me miss my payung so much.
model payung (tak berbayar) import dari turki


Ok, fine. No.
not really that payung la....
at this time of the year...
the only payung that i want is my home.
huwaaaaaaa

huwaaaaa lagi

huwaaa lagi sekaliiiii

I got this angan2 when I'm a little girl, yang taklah little sangat dulu2.
The year that Kuch Kuch Hota Hai femesemes tu... dari filem tu, I was like really teringin nak pergi luar and then have my picture somewhere kat newspaper, part 'salam perantauan' and saying stuff like "Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Z&B pada semua...family...rakan...guru...etc... Makan ketupat tu, jangan lupa orang di sini..Jari disusun...angpau..etc etc etc etc"
 Auww what a sweet innocent dream!
BUT,
To dearest 8 years old me, sorry, this very grown up me would have to say this: hatiku tak cukup macho untuk menahan godaan kerinduan ini. Sekian. 
That would be the end of that dream. I'm leaving for good next year..

To my loveable and attractive assignments; I'm so sorry for what I have and haven;t done for you. was trying out all i can. cinca!

and to my Abah and Maa: HAPPY 32ND ANNIVERSARY!!!!
hehehehe..inilah point sebenar post ni. 
32 tahun!!!!
really, is there anyone who would want to be with me for such a long 32 years? 
People said, if its the right person who's sitting next to you, you tend to forget about the time. so, be it 32 years or even 52 years, it might not be too long for some couple. It never be too long...as it would never be enough. 

haisyyyyy...
perasaan, perasaaan.... summer's rain in my heart la lagu ni......

To all my friends who's getting married, or dah married, or bertunang, merisik and what not..
TAHNIAH!!! :)  (baling-baling kelopak bunga skit2)
praying the best for you-, two.
Now, you better pray back for me.
ASAP!.
Hands up!

^_~

Saturday, June 11

menonton bola petak-petak

OK, sangatlah penat and annoying tahap giler baban nyer biler tengok something yang live, tapi tersangkut-sangkut kat penyangkut invisible bernama internet meroyan.
ESSSSSSpecially bile bende live itu adalah bola.
Bola kot!
Sakit hati gila tengok bola tapi nampak ade bende petak-petak terapung sini sana (ye, bola tu jadi petak sebab screen freeze kadang-kadang)
Tapi takpe,
asalkan Terengganu menang, I'm OK je!
:)

I'm not going to say anything about Daudsu, coz really,  itu takdirlah..nak buat amcam mana kan?
The ball would still be IN if he didnt do that.
Either way, ade lagi 2 players hitam-putih belakang dier as back up.

OK. Stop there.
I wasnt planning to spend so many hours on football today, but really, its very refreshing...and I'm glad i watched it. ^_^

(i know i have no skill in drawing, tapi Penyu terimalah tanda Tahniah ku buatmu!)



Anyway, watch that video again again and again today...my heart pun jetlagg jugak now!!!
wish i could say the same thing like you did,
 "5 more days and i'll be home"
waaaa...syok ooooooo...

berangan, when actually the only thing i could say now is,
"5 more days and I'll be nutz if i didn't finish my assignments!"

Saturday, June 4

heat!

too much heat heats and hits me lately..
with the issue of house rent yang memang kasi panas hati
the assignments yang bikin lagi panas je..
and also whatever foods that i have wrongly ate last week, which has successfully keep my stomach panas~~ for several days
and also those kenduri2 kawen yang sangat menduga hati dan jiwa nurani,
and also the summer heat,
25, 26, 27..thats too much,
for the first time, with the heater changed the role and became the fan,
and the window opens,
i still have to kipasing myself..
arrrrrrrrrrr i want winter back!!!
mode imaginasi seketika~~~~


perghhhhhhhhhhhhhh indahnya kalau dapat benam badan dalam ais like this right now!!!!!!!

HUGE HARD FACEPALM!!!




memanglah manusia tak berapa pandai nak bersyukur;
bila winter mintak summer, bila summer mintak winter.

if I can't get winter, then can I at least get this end sooner...coz i'm so rindu gila gila gila gila gila yang amat sangat!!! (boleh berdiskaun plak mintak doa kut lain~~)


ok thats it. lets end this.
>i'll be happy with the bath tub then. since i'm paying a LOT for that -sigh.. bukak pili air jangan tutup bak kata amirul..
hihihihii
padan muka marjon!! (patotlah panas 24jam..buat jahat je keja!!!)





>>SEDANG GILA! Whoever out there planning to/is running a research on the effect of heat towards human, please consider 'craziness' in your list! I'll be the sample, voluntarily!

Thursday, June 2

Malaysia Boleh..

Malaysia Boleh...yeahhhh

*takde kaitan dengan mana-mana championship, liga, and so on so forth soo hoon*

Ini kisah hari ini,
Kisah hari Rabu yang indah.

I never thought that I would love a meeting, and today could be the exceptional one.
I love today's meeting.
Not for the outcome of the meeting,
not for the agenda of the meeting.,
nor the mood
neither the tone.
Not especially the VIPS of the meeting.

It was a dull, serious, tense, and confusing meeting. (meeting perumahan kot...what do you except)

The thing that i love about it was how we all seems so coordinated, and united, and blablabla, bersatu hati dan jiwa sekali.
its funny, tanpa disuruh dan di pesan, semua orang tidak gelak atau sengih bila mereka-mereka yang berkenaan tersebut buat lawak and gelak koir mereka masa meeting tadi.
I sukeeeeee giler!!! gelak guling-guling dalam hati

Dont get me wrong, I do hate war, and love peace,
but as for today... Its good to see that at such moment, kite jadi sangat serupa dan sama, though its a very negative mood.

Even though we are, most likely going to lose, but at least we have won the most crucial part of all. Right?

And, for the person in charge of our welfare, haii..pelik bin ajaib la minah blonde ni, boleh plak dier tanya aku balik kewujudan kes tersebut... marahhhhhhhhmarahhhh saya marah.

Cik M, saya rase saya dah mula dengan rasminya, kurang gemar terhadap anda.
Cik A pun sama.
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..



bako kan student village ni baru die tau!!!!


Ulasan gambar: rumah termahal pernah aku diami, tanpa toilet tisu dan limited cleaning service + mesin basuh but n0 tumble dryer. Yeah...i'm lovin' it!



mood: stress with 2 assignment with such a close deadline, that I myself has set. urghhh