25..

25???
macam dah suntuk sangat.
couldn't catch up...

lately, when we are so near to the end, to the final week of the term,..
my motivation level decreased to almost at zero.
going to the kelas late, almost everyday.
seriously... i need to ceramah myself every morning with lots of things to makesure i get up, and get out and then get in..to the class. ape penyakit entah.

sabar sabar.
lagi 3 hari je kelas.
actually sedih pergi kelas lately.
you just know, this will end so so so very soon.
and you wont see some of them anymore soon.
the atmosphere, the 'we', the.. everyone..
3 years huh?

speaking of sabar..
arghh..itu lagi satu.
susahnya mau jadi orang yang sabar.
i am so super tak sabar human being.
which is why i walk so fast, i think.
tapi cakap pasal sabar jugak, makin tak sabar..nak pulang pulak.
sabar.

"ma makna sabar?"
"tunggu kejap.."

not trying to teach wrong thing here, but that was what my niece used to said everyday mase umur dier setahun-dua tahun lebih..
everytime dia mintak susu or makanan and my mom rush to the kitchen to make it for her..
and when she scream extremely loud, with the almost cry-or burst face, that was what my mum do.
"sabar...." soft je suara..i cant do as soft as she did..
and then she will ask again "ma makna sabar?" ("apa makna sabar?")
haa..pandai plak budak kecik tu jawab tunggu kejap..

ok dear.
i will.
tunggu kejap.kejap je lagi kan?

berbelah sepuluh ribu..sedih nak pulang, excited nak balik.
ape ni???