was thinking..and still do.

lau ini FB, dia akan tanya 'what's on your mind now?
and "i'm going to write i love winter, yeah, i'm falling in love with winter.
why?
becauseeeeeee....
it allows me to have the best excuse without being accused of using lame excuses, being careless,clumsy and blablablaaa..
"I fell"
and no one will said, "See, you are not careful..." "If only you used the other way..." "You shouldn't chose that shoes.." "Did you look around when you walk?" "Why did you go there alone?"...and blablablaaaa..
Instead, it can end so quickly without having me pulling a longer and longer and longer face..
the words will be just like " Oh, I know, it must be very slippery.." or "Don't worry dear, its normal in this season" or " Poor you..Are you alright dear??"
Yeah, of course i am not alright..anyway..
the point of writing this is,
hurmm...
alamak .LUPE!
lets skip that part. I actually forgot that it is supposed to be a secret until end of this week. huuu...
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Yesterday, I had a wonderful one hour chat with my bestie zaman2 sekolah, Cik Husna, she had just turned 21 (dah boleh mengundi). Lots of gebangz2 with her and also Syaton, another bestie..:). arrghhhh..i hate it when I could hear you guys teasing each other there, and still hang out together until now. I hate the fact that I can't be there with you. I think this is the, erm..4th time already, wishing your birthday through phone-calls only... and it will be 5 times next year. Aisyyyyy... I miss you, all of you...
T_T

She raised few hot topics, (of course she would!). Hurm among them, me and couple and mat saleh.
Let's get this one straight, i wont, insyaAllah, have any erm...rapat-dekat-lekat relationship with any of the mat saleh here. It is so impossible. Seriously. Honestly. I'm typing this with my eyes rolling big and almost fall out! I love my eyes, so don't make me repeat this. *_*
I can't predict the future, but I do have my future planning, and it is so not in the list. No worries, Mum. :)
Skip topic again.
Next in line, touring and traveling and part-timing.
Tour and travel, i'd love to explore every inch of Europe if possible but, huge BUT, ehherm...money matterssss..I think, suddenly I need ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak...:P
I'm planning to, but slowly, snailly, turtlely, and lalilaaaa..
Part-timing, obviously, which is why I can't get a normal life style now.
haha
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Question,
why on earth or moon or sun,
people, errmmm some people, use the word 'b...' when they are really annoyed, angry or blablablaa?
Ye, perkataan b yg 4 huruf tu..
Kenapa bukan itik ke biawak ke dinasour ke badak sumbu ke atau cicak je?
And one more is the word 'tahi' in English when you are surprisingly upset or frustrated with something.
Why must 'tahi'? Why not saliva, hair, eyes or nails?
I was wondering because, I accidently used it at the public today (yeah, when I tripped on that super-slippery road), *wahahaha..pengakuan berani mati kene baling selipar jepun, and I was really mad at myself and started to ask the exactly same question my mum and any other mums would ask when they heard inappropriate things from their children " Dari mane belajar cakap macam tuh?"
Yeah..dari mana ye?

** need to know this to help the future generation!!